A new beginning

Day one
It’s been too long and I’m not sure how much I’ve been missed but I’m happy to be back. I hope to be more present in my life. I’ve ducked out of it for a long time, doing only the things that I must and nothing more. I’ve been a stranger to myself for such a long time now it will be interesting getting to know myself all over again or maybe for the first time ever. It seems that I’ve allowed myself to be defined by whatever was currently going on in my life. I just kind of went along without being truly present. Then I dropped out of my life. I don’t know if anyone else can understand what I’m trying to say but it’s also ok if no one ever does. I’m starting to figure it out and now it’s time for me. To be happy and fulfilled & satisfied. I need me. And I need to be present for me.